Beyond the clouds the sun still shines, but for me here on Earth my heart is covered with dark clouds. I went home this past weekend to check on Mom and Gene to say it was hard would somehow be an understatement. I could see the hurt in Mom's face and my heart would almost fall apart, but somehow I kept it all together for the most part. I just wanted to hold Mom and cry with her, but I tried to keep a happy face as much as possible.
In a way I know how Mom feels... the silence... that's got to be one of the worse things I've ever felt... when just days before there was sound and now there's just that dreadful silence...
I hate the silence... the silence lets my heart feel the hurt again... over and over I live the pain.... when will it stop... when will the clouds break and the sun shine again? I feel as thro the sun will never shine as bright as it once did... I believe the dark clouds of silence dims our view, or maybe covers our eyes with a film that we can't strip off so our world is never as bright as it once was.
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