"The Weeping Sunrise"
"People are never more insecure than when they become obsessed with their fears at the expense of their dreams." ~ Norman Cousins
Oh the dreams I have, but my fears have built such a barrier around me I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to get over or around the wall.
There have been times I’ve tried to stop the dreaming and just go from day to day and not think about the tomorrows and what ifs. Just when I’m about ready to stop believing in my dream, there comes this little “HI”… is it the voice of hope or is it doom bidding me to give up on my dreams. To be truthful, I’m not sure.
How do I break this chain of fear so I reach out and take what I want or at least try? Oh, there’s so many that will say just do it… well to you I say, you have never walked in my shoes… if it were that easy I think I would have do it by now.
Guess I’ll just have to live in my little dream world and keep listening for that little “HI” every now and again. Who knows maybe it’s not doom, maybe it is "better days ahead" giving me a heads up.
Don't take this the wrong way.. I've very blessed... but there's things I want to be a part of that are just out of reach I feel.
