Dang it... I'm beginning to feel the same way I did a month or so back. I'm just not wanting to do anything again... Going to the gym made me feel so good and alive for awhile, but now I just go just to have something to do. I was coming home feeling so good and wanting to go out and work around in the yard... but the past few days is just like the old days.
The old road I shot here holds a lot of memories for me and maybe I just haven't gotten it all out... maybe I'll never get it all out. I've made many tracks in and down this hill with my Grandparents, Mom, Dad, and now with my grandkids. Maybe there's just something hanging on that I just can't let go of... maybe there's still pain that I haven't felt yet. I know this sound so crazy, but I just don't know how to put it... I don't like the way I feel and I just don't know what to do about it. I guess we all deal with out hurt and pain in different ways and it's up to each of us to figure out how to work through it. Same day the sun is going to shine again, the birds will sing... someday.... someday..
