Sunday, July 11, 2010

My new little Princess

McKenna Renee came into my life last Saturday (07/03/2010) afternoon around 1pm.  The fact of the matter she has been a part of my life for 6 months and from the time I found out that my little girl was going to have a baby I starting to loving her.  Now that I can hold her and love on her it's just better.  I go over every day at lunch and spend time with Mary and McKenna if it's nothing more that just sitting and watching her sleep.  Being PawPaw has been so good for me.  The boys are now getting to the age where we can go places and do things together and they do enjoy it... I'm not sure who has the most fun them or me. 

Gage and Noah (1st cousins) just think she is the prettiest thing in the world.  When Gage gets to hold her it's nothing but smiles.. McKenna will always have someone to be there and take up for her.. these little boys or 1000% boys and they don't take stuff off anyone.. they don't start trouble but no one is going to start something with one of them without the other one steping in... 

I called Lauren last night asking her what would be good to eat we got to talking and she told me that Lane was having to go work at the fire station last night and that she wanted something good to eat... so she and i went and had dinner together.. I don't know what I would do without my daughters... they make old Dad proud and happy.

We're having a reunion in August... the Whitesand Youth from the 70's are getting together.  At first I was looking forward to it.. now I've kinda got mixed emotions about it. I don't know... seems like I'm always hearing things that kinda makes me feel like I've kinda failed in some ways.  I'm sure I'll go and put on a happy face... not sure if I'll stay for the Sunday morning service... i guess it just depends on how it goes Saturday afternoon.  Oh I know I've got so much to be thankful for.. there's just things I'm afraid will hurt... but really I can't wait to see the group.. God knows we were so close many years ago and now look at us the old folks...